Hello everybody,
Until recently I never had the opportunity to fully dress and, although I have been dressing or wanting to dress for as long as I can remember, I am in practice fairly new to cross dressing. My ex was semi-tolerant but still I was able to dress only a few times a year. Anyway, going to the point of this thread, on one occasion she went to see her parents and took the kids with her: A full two weeks for myself! I still had to work, but still I had all the evenings and two full weekends. I dropped her and the kids at the airport on Friday afternoon, went back to the house, I took a long nice bath and then I went to try some of her clothes. I spent the whole weekend dressed, day and night. On Monday morning I went to work, came back in the evening and I changed back to my femme self. Now, on Tuesday I had no desire whatsoever to dress, no desire at all, I effectively “dressed myself out”. I wasn't even thinking about dressing, instead I was either thinking on my other hobbies or work, or I just wanted to go for a movie, but I really had no desire to dress. I was calm, I was happy, I felt no guilt nor remorse, my mind was just on a different setting. The “dressed out” feeling lasted the reminder of the two weeks, I did dress again a day before my ex and kids return, not because I really wanted but because I knew later on I was going to regret not using the opportunity.
Have any of you had an experience like this? For those with more experience, Maybe in your earlier years?
Thanks for reading. Hugs,
Claudia Dawn