Today, for the first time in a long time, I put on a dress, a beautiful satin green full length dress. I put on my wig, heels and long black gloves and I didn't feel excited, I felt like a boy in a dress, not even a boy in a dress a man. A man was looking back at me, it made me feel kind of like a fraud. It could be just that I'm getting depressed and I'm losing interest in things that enjoy or Im growing and dont need to crossdress to fill a void in myself. It also could be because the dress couldnt zip all the way up, like it use too. Haha. If any one wants to comment feel free too, I'd really appreciate it.