I'm not attracted to men in any sense. One of my recent issues being that may gay friend claims I kissed him when I was drunk. He told my girlfriend and never told me, at all. I know for a fact it didn't happen but my girlfriend believe it did. Simply because to her there's no other reason why I would crossdress unless it was to attract men. So it's still a major issue in my relationship and I think it'll end because of it.