I called my mom today and I asked her if she had thought about letting me dress as Christina over Christmas. I had asked her to think about it a month ago, she said she would but she did not. She has a very big problem with it but I thought she was getting better. Well it's turns out she seams to even more of a problem with now. It does not help when my sister let it slip that I am getting ride of my beard. She won't except Christina at all now. My sis is gay i'm not , and she has I easer time with that then this. Then when I told her again that I have known since I was 4 , she said (I think it's bull s@&t) so I said you think I am lieing to you why would I do that . She said I don't that your lieing,then I said yes you do if you think it's bs. Then she said so why do just get a sex change , I said cuz I don't want one I still like being a guy. Well it's safe to say she will never want my to dress in her home town , because I might be hard for HER!!!!!!! I had asked her if I could get dressed down stairs so she won't have to see , but she won't even let me dress her town. Then I called my sis but she got me upset so I called my dad. I had a hard time talking for the first 5 min cuz I was crying so hard. But he helped me I stop crying and we had a good talk. He also has a prob with it but he at least trys to understand it. And that all I ask of mom, she had 17 years to get used to it but still won't budge. Well that's my sob story for today. WHAT can I do or say to my mom that would open her mind. Even a little bit. Help me girlsl. Lots of help. Thanks girls. Huggs
Christina is sad.