Originally Posted by
sometimes_miss
Well, we can extinguish all the old myths here, anyway. I'm six four, 255. Big hands, huge feet. Tiny pecker, always was when 'not inflated'. Like a lot of others with this situation, phys ed was a nightmare. Summer camp was even worse; with the cold water, my genitalia would shrink away completely, one guy saw it, and loudly told everyone in the boathouse that I had no dick. I desperately try to pull it out, but to no avail. So of course that's a problem right there; I wind up getting pinned up against the wall so everyone could gawk at me, no visable penis, scrotum shrunk to resemble (OH.....MY.....GOD) a girls vulva, until the scoutmaster pulled them off of me. But then of course he takes me to the camp nurse to examine me, to make sure that I'm actually a boy. So there I am, 13 years old, being examined by a pretty woman, genitals all shrunken up from the cold, I just want to die and get sucked up into the ground. Then she goes and tells the scoutmaster that while I was quite small, maybe this could still be normal for a boy who hasn't reached puberty yet. And all this after wondering for so many years if I was really supposed to be a boy or a girl. For me then, the 'jury was still out' on the matter. The scoutmaster kindly allowed me to stay out of swim class for the duration of summer camp. But the damage had been done. The word would spread about the boy with no dick. It all got worse; several years later, when puberty still hadn't arrived, my doctor (who my mom was now the receptionist for) examines me, then goes out to the other room to discuss the size of my genitals WITH MY MOM. Another wonderful life shattering moment, again I want to die any kind of death just so the horrible moment will stop. Over the years, I learn that while I'm way substandard in the 'soft' state, it does become enough to work with once encouraged to be used as it should. But put me in a cold lake, and everything reverts back to when I was 13. Which is a very handy thing when I want to dress up. Not much to cover up. No tucking needed. Heck, when I put on a snug pair of panties, I already look very much like a woman down there.