I'm not sure if anyone is in this situation. Like so many others I've been aware of my femme side pretty much my whole life but it is something I have kept hidden. Exposing this side of myself to my family and or friends will obviously change how they look at me and also change the dynamics of all of these relationships and I don't think I want that. This is a part of who I am but it is a small part and the way the world is I don't think it would be perceived as a small part. I think, perception-wise, it would overwhelm the other parts of who I am in addition to causing pain and confusion to my loved ones. Because of all this I can't imagine coming out in any real sense.
Does anyone else have similar feelings?