I think about this a lot and I wonder if my societal indoctrination is the reason I must transition. For some reason it's real important to me that people see a woman when they look at me, but that is such a long and difficult process that life would be better if I could just be happy as something in between. Clearly I was born a man but I have so many outwardly feminine characteristics that maybe I was just never meant for the binary in the first place.

Young people today are blessed with so many more options and maybe someday we will learn that a sex change is a bit of an over correction to a child that wasn't mis-gendered, but simply mis-socialized.