As far as I can tell, I don't do anything wrong. I'm a gentleman, I like to treat a woman as though she is the only one in the world. I'm nice, kind, caring, loyal. I'm a great friend and a great listener. I guess I do try too hard. The term 'Always the bridesmaid, never the bride' springs to mind. I am always the friend a woman will turn to when she wants to complain about her partner or life. "Why can't I meet any nice guys instead of bad ones?" they usually ask me. I'm just not boyfriend material I guess. I'm just useful as their lovely, kind shoulder to cry on.
By long enough I mean I have spent all of my school life and the time after, looking for a girlfriend. I know that's not really that long compared to some of you but I don't want to wait any longer. It's hard watching a woman you like go out with guy after guy, all while you sit there knowing no one has any interest in you. I have asked out tons of different girls. Gothic, pretty, tomboy, sporty, girly, you name it. I have no set type. I just love women. Maybe I am trying with the wrong girls, but it's not like I'm going after a certain type. If I see a girl I like I will become friends and then go on to ask her out. But then I'm just a friend so she's not interested. I've even tried just asking a girl out pretty much straight away. I think all of the women I have asked out were just shallow. They want tall, dark and handsome, ripped abs, and laddish. I'm not good looking enough. At least when I dress up I get attention. Even if it is from guys.
