Wow I finally got up the courage to go out and buy some panties. I painted my nails a pretty pink and went to a local Meijer and walk around for a little bit but finally got the courage to actually shop around the woman's clothes section and I bought a pair of panties and a little lingerie chemise which came with a pair of lace panties. It was so exhilarating! Such a rush. When I got to my car I just sat there thinking WOW, I cant believe I finally did it. I got to the point where I dont care what people think when I was shopping!