Hi all! I need a little advice. I came out to my wife about 6 months ago and she was very accepting and helpful to me. Recently, our son spent 2 weeks away with his grandparents which gave me more freedom to dress. It was an amazing time of going out and rekindling our marriage. I feel like my wife is realizing I can love her much better as a woman than as a man. Well, the party is over. My son is back and I've had to go back in the closet. The depression, anger and anxiety have returned full force. I feel like I can't be me. I'm unsure about telling my son because he has a form of autism called Aspergers and he doesn't handle change well and would probably tell people. I don't want to be a selfish baby but at what point do you have to be who you really are??