You're doing great, and it seems you are beginning to construct a whole new road map for yourself. Have patience, take your time, and enjoy the journey because it's quite a ride that's not to be missed. Consider that as soon as you've finished drafting your life's road map, things will have already changed in unpredictable ways and you'll pull out your map making tools once again to alter things as you need.
Everything you've posted seems to show that your heart and mind are as open as the sky, and that is the biggest tool you'll need!
