I regret being a crossdresser because it ruins your social life and employment. I tried quitting / purging 3 times but always came back. Ever since my last purge I've accumulated a dream collection of skirt suits, pant suits, dresses, chearleader outfits, and schoolgirl clothes. Beautiful items that can hardly be replaced again if I purge. But I feel guilty and wonder when I die and face God he will judge me as a crossdresser. But I tell him to bless me for a change for the better - like a good paying permanent job and a beautiful wife that can fit my size 2 to 8 clothes (mostly 4 & 6). Then I would try to crossdress less and my wife would inherit my clothes so no purge. This time, I can never purge again!
