I'm a drag queen..
It confuses the hell out of most people.. but it's only confusing if people let it be. It really isn't that difficult to understand, I don't think..
I'm a mostly gay male.. I don't identify as female at all.. I just like to dress up and perform. Lots of gay guys do this.. it's kind of part of the culture.. and I'm all about the culture..
I enjoy performing, and I like makeup.. I just don't wear it much when presenting as male, because I like to pass when I can.. lol
But I just see drag as playing a character.. it has nothing to do with my gender identity.. it's just a fun hobby.
I never used to get turned on by being in women's clothing.. but now I think I kind of do.
I'm a little embarrassed to admit it.. but when I'm in drag, and wearing pretty little underthings and all that.. and I look in the mirror, I actually get aroused.. perhaps because I don't see that as me.. I just see this hot girl with huge breasts in the mirror.. and I'm like whoaaa she's hot..
But then.. I realize it's me.. and I give my head a shake. lol
I think it's a combination of the appearance and feel of the clothing.
I know all this might sound strange, but this is just the way I am, and we all know gender isn't binary. No one fits a stereotype perfectly. There are many facets of me, and I'm fine with that.. I just know alot of people judge.
