Hi ladies.
So I hit a moment in therapy today where I had a huge uh oh moment in where I think my therapist is getting a handle on me, as well as I'm getting a handle on me. Like where the comment is "It's not really just crossdressing for you is it?" Type of comment. And my stomach sank like 20 floors. Oh s**t. I think I've been found out. I think I might have to admit to whatever that "it" is.
Last two sessions I've gone dressed and surprised myself by slipping into an absolutely natural and without effort-type of being where I shocked myself as to how easily I assumed a feminine persona. I don't mean to brag, but I have the start to a really good feminine self. So why was it so easy? Seriously - I never knew this part of me existed, and it's natural and joyful and liberating and beautiful. Have any of you girls had this weird break with your masculine self, only to discover how truly (like truly truly to your roots) you are overwhelmingly more woman than man?
Oh yeah - and it terrified you worse than any Exorcist movie? Because movies don't really destroy your life....
Thanks
Darla
