There is nothing wrong with wanting what is behind that zipper. I have been able to find out and I would do it again! I am also with girls so just enjoy life. You only live once!
I've also come to sometimes want what is behind the zipper. I don't really find men attractive like I do women, but there are certainly parts of men I can enjoy!
The crossdressing community is one that needs to stick together and continue to be there for each other for whatever one needs. We are always trying to improve the forum to better serve the crossdresser in all of us.