I don't have a girlfriend currently, but most of my fantasies involve crossdressing/gender play in some way. This kind of turns me off to the idea of ever becoming close to someone, although I do plan on having children of my own someday. I've just heard so many nightmareish stories where the wife found his pantie stash, etc. I kinda just want it to be out in the open that I crossdress for fetishistic reasons from time to time. I feel like if I had an SO who didn't judge me on my desire to dress, and I had someone to share this with, I'd be a bit happier with life in general.
I just know that realistically, most women won't be game for this.
