I have never been with a guy, and at this point, the closest I've ever come to a gay experience was attending a gay wedding shower in college, and having a gay professor tell me he was attracted to me, on which I passed.
I am not interested in men as men. They do nothing for me. However, I am finding myself more and more interested in a penis on a woman, whether it be trans or cross-dressing, as long as they had some actual female features. (I am not attracted to a CDer who looks like a man dressed up as a woman)
In fact, I am more interested in acting that fantasy out than I am in getting into another hetero relationship. Been there, done that. Was married once. Have had several serious relationships, but I don't think I have the strength to get into another. It's simply too much work.
I would hire a TS prostitute...believe me, I've looked...but I am horrified by the dangers of STDs and I don't enjoy sex with a condom, so I'm at an impasse. I've even told my last two girlfriends, who both told me first that they were bisexual, that if I was in the situation of "The Crying Game", I would absolutely Go.For.It. Dil was HOT!
I am 61. I would like to try it before I die.
Not sure if I will, but my cross-dressing got more serious when I shaved off my beard a couple of months ago.
I am quite sure if I tried the fantasy, I would like it and feel no guilt. I'm also quite sure I'd want to do it again. I might even become addicted. There's just something really exciting about a pretty woman with a different sex organ.
And yes, due to my fear of STDs, if I could somehow do myself, it would be the ultimate, because I'm safe and I think for my age I'm pretty hot. Too bad I can't. LOL.
