Jennifer, I think he wants to be with a guy because of the self-sexualization induction autogynephilia can have. So no, I highly doubt he is in denial of anything, he's probably straight with a sex fantasy, that might end up not liking the result. Hey not to scare you off here, try whatever you feel you want, I'm just implying that you might be thinking it is one thing, and could end up very different to how you think it is.
I doubt you are gay leonal, tell us something...
Are you attracted to guys in the sense they turn you on (you being dressed up or not), or are you just attracted to the idea of being dressed up and let a guy touch you?
If the affirmative response is the second option, then the guy is just a tool in your sexual fantasy, and you are not attracted to guys per se.
Because really, these are two very different things... dressing up does not change sexuality nor sexual tastes.
EDIT: I almost forget...
1 - Never been with a guy, and will never. Zero interest.
2 - Not applicable since 1 is negative
3 - Again N/A
4 - You don't go full time just because you've been with a man. You go full time if you find that it is the best for you, but not because some external reason.
5 - No idea, I can't answer you here since again, this is not applicable in my case.
