Hi Christy,
Expanding on Melissa's and Sue's response it really wasn't about courage but more self survival. Being military with several deployments, I have done things not because of courage or bravery but for the base instinct of self survival . . . I had to do it in order to continue. Going out for the first time (given hindsight now as back then I thought of myself as CD) there was nothing driving that but pure need to finally say . . . I am here, the way I was meant to be and to have not done that, it would have caused more harm than good.
Cheers
Marcelle
