Well after 10 years of depression and anxiety and just not feeling right I am finally getting myself into therapy. I am going to lay it all out for the first time to a professional. Shit is gonna get real! I need to know what I am? Just a CD or is there more to it than that. I need help sorting through all the conflicting feelings I am having. I have suffered three close deaths and a job loss over the past 10 months and have been more and more in the mood to crossdress...I am obsessed with being female...I think about it 24/7. Every time I see a decent looking female I want to be her...I also like women sexually but this is so different from that. I have other issues too but I think this is at the root of it all...it just confuses the hell out of me. I love my wife to death and the thought of doing anything that would hurt her in any way tears me up inside...she is incredibly supportive of me...but I still have tons of angst. Oh well thanks for letting me vent. I know I'm not alone...wish me luck on Tuesday.
Jacqueline
