Could I quit cold turkey and be happy?
I went through a period in life from 2004 to 2017 where I never dressed. I was married in 2004 and divorced a few years later (nothing to do with cd) but then came the financial crisis and life became pretty intense for a period of time. Slowly but surely though as life got back to normal it all came rushing back into my life. Yes I had gone cold turkey but at the same time I missed it terribly. It has been a part of my life since my memories began at age 4.
Now I am much more attuned to my subconscious feelings and my desires. I enjoy dressing, feeling feminine and vulnerable, immensely. It is never going away and I am completely at ease with that. I feel that dark period made me truly appreciate what I was missing and I would never want that in my life again.
