Denise, with all due respect, I have to disagree with you. What you are doing is not deceptive at all. You're pursuing your dream... nothing wrong with that, honey. Remember, I've seen you in person. You are a charming, lovely person. I have thousands of pictures that will never see the flicker of a computer monitor! It's human nature to want to put your best foot forward. If it wasn't, there wojuld be no makeup, no pushup bras, no hairdye for men... get my point? Sure, you want to look your best and you want others to see you in your best... so what? So go out there and just enjoy BEING you!