A quick explanation of things gone wrong!!
Sexually assaulted by my friends stepfather at age 13..I,m just dealing with it now in therapy after years of shame.
My 2 closest friends committed suicide..I know longer let friends become close...Dealing with it in therapy.
The only woman i ever loved is divorcing me over crossdressing...Coming to terms with it.
I,m scared i,ll lose my 3 children through either the divorce or the fact i,m not much fun to be with anymore...I couldn,t ever come to terms with it.
Other problems adding to it..Health issues, work, housing, etc
BTW..I,m not feeling sorry for myself..I,ve just had enough!!
And now i feel stupid here for opening up!!