Funny, the ironic thing is that to be gay is more accepted by folks than this is. It might be easier if I was gay!! But I can't make something into reality that is not.

But yet the 1st thing we are quick to say is we are not gay. And then plenty of us are attracted to fantasys about being a woman that involves sex with a man. But to us it is not he same as being gay, in our mind we are a hetero woman with a hetero man. All sorts of variations on a theme out there and it takes ALL kinds. Go fig.