I hear a lot of you speak of your wives and how kind and supportive they are. My wife and I of almost 10 years are splitting up; the divorce is almost final. She threatens me constantly about my crossdressing (e.g. calling my job and telling my co-workers) The thing is, while I did crossdress before we were married, and I was single; I stopped doing it during the marriage. She only knew because I told her. I guess at this point I am distrustful of any new relationship. I need to crossdress, there is something so deep in my psyche ever since I can remember. My soon-to-be ex satisfied me and alleviated that need until she chose to punish me sexually. I guess you could say my marriage sucked, except for my 8 year old who I live for. I'm trying to find time and energy to build a credible femme personality. Sometimes I fantasize being a woman with a man; but I don't think I could do it. Or maybe I don't think I could pull it off. But never, a man with another man.
