I don't think I was clear in my thread. I'm NOT talking about CDing, per se. It's the FEELING I get WHEN I dress!
It's a; sexually overpowering , sinking feeling,( in the pit of my stomach), blood rushing to my head, ( and other places), heart racing, can't-believe-what-I'm-seeing sort of thing. I'm obviously not capable of describing it properly. Maybe u can relate? I think AD and KS got it.
I don't understand how or why I can still have this feeling, at my age, and after 10 years of CDing? It's like I've found the fountain of sexual youth. Or am using drugs! ( I'm not).
I was never this energised or sexually active as a young man! I just don't get it!?









