I guess I was wanting to know about other courage levels cause I have none nor do have much self-esteem about myself anymore. I think it's wonderful that some of you decided to do this and live with it as a part of your life daily.

When I'm alone for any extended amount of time I dress and stay that way until I know it's time for my wifes return. Then sometimes I almost cry having to take it off...it's like I'm loosing a piece of me or someone close to me. I would never have the courage to go out into public, like to the grocery store or something like that. I'd have a heart attack right in the car sitting in the parking lot.

I have left the house somewhat dressed up and went to a drive thru...but it was really late and dark outside and I went just about 100% unnoticed I'm sure.

I'd love to hear more if anyone is willing to share more...if not I totally understand.