Thanks for the replies everyone. I still have to have some Real Life Expeirences as Shayna. Curently doing this is very difficult to do. So I have a ways to go with learning about myself. In other words I have no business being on HRT right now.
I have no intention on self-medicating. I'm not sure if I will need to get HRT in the end. I have been researching HRT as much as I can. I'm seeing a psychotherapist as well. I'm confident that I'm taking a wise course to deal with things.
The social issues are what is really bugging me. Social issues being family, friends, SO, career and the like. I wish I could have a feminized body, but still be able to dress as a guy when I needed to, like for going to work (assuming things like small breast growth from HRT). I'm sure the feminizing effects make living like this impossible, I'm aware you usually can't have things both ways in life. Nice to think about though. Hoping I don't sound to naive.
If anyone's interested, I would really like to chat sometimes, and really learn about real life on HRT.
Thanks again for the responses, everyone. Have a nice night.
-Shayna
