My feelings are exactly as you discribed it Karen. I also lost my interest in sexual activity with my wife when I seriously started to engage in crossdressing. I also love admiring myself while dressed enfemme and relieve my sexual desires by myself. I am still married to a wonderful woman that has no idea of my crossdressing. We get along great, living similar to brother and sister with no sexual contact. She never had great sexual desires all her life and is quite happy to carry on as we are doing. My crossdressing remains in the closet and comes to life when she is out of the house for a long period of time.
Love Marcie R.