Thanks Ryan, I’d like that...even though I’ve been to anger management a while back and tbh, kinda lost the will to live so stopped going...maybe i should think about going back before i get sectioned by the mental health team. I've been told that could affect when i get my surgery so i best avoid it.
I have an appointment with a psychiatrist in March [???] so i can express my concerns about stress levels, coping, depression, anxiety and anger stuff to him/ her. Until then i guess i'll just keep taking diazepam, which, in high doses seems to do the trick.
Oh Tam, I actually took your advice earlier and had a bath with radox = loads of bubbles to hide ones self and took a few diazepam, had my boyfriend listen out for me passing out and i just chilled and it was nice. But obviously i had to take diazepam to do this...and the biggest worry is falling asleep LOL. I wouldn't want that happening!but then again, it was really nice. Can't wait for surgery now, i'll probably never be out of the bath, I’ll end up developing gills or something HAHA <3
Dutchess, I’m going to look up Pelvic Inflammatory Disease and other conditions producing these symptoms and list them to my GP in, say a week or so...and see if i can get further tests done, possibly even just as a precaution.
I know i need to sort things out but who the hell can blame me being the way i am with the types I’ve encountered over the last 6 years?! I used to be a calm person, proper laid back and chilled all the time, kinda hippy like...and now, wtf?! I just cracked! =[ I miss the old me =‘[
Edit: Pelvic Inflammatory Disease is unlikely the cause of my problems, the noted reasons for the problem beginning, I’ve not done/ had anything of that sort...I’ll keep looking though, thanks =]
