1. I don't know why I dress, maybe out of habit since I started at around age 9, for me it is not a sexual thrill maybe it did get me excited when I was a child but now days I feel it helps my mind put me in a better place
2. Being open and honest my answer is yes to a degree I am as open as I can be with my wife (though only since I told her 9 and a half months ago) I think it has affected us in a way that has both brought us a bit closer together but also made a few changes in the way she treats me such as joking around with comments, some she just not find as amusing as she used too.
3. As far as being attracted to her that has not changed at all I have always been very attracted to her. I have always wanted to feel sexy with her although this is something that I will never get to fully experience and I can understand why. I am always the man in our relationship, I love my wife now probably more than I did before I told her. however I have a large regret from the guilt of not being honest with her from the beginning.
