I have a yearning deep inside to be able to be like a female, to identify with females. I guess part of it comes from wanting to distance myself from the males I grew up with.
The males in my life were very good to me, I just did not like the lifestyle they had, I wanted no part of it. I wanted to be around tenderness, gentleness and kindness, but I was stuck as a male, in a tough Appalachian mountains male's world.
