I can say that having lived through the process of transition life becomes NORMAL. There is NO excitment of to get dressed as a woman because you are a woman. You wear clothing that of which is NORMAL.
It is all NORMAL. You can see that I said NORMAL a few times and there is a reason I did that. Remember the old line "be careful what ya wish for"?
I can only say that what you dream about could become true and then all of a sudden VERY NORMAL.
Katie