Well I have been to several therapists and the consistent information is that my desire/need to crossdress is part of my gender makeup. I could deprive myself of that expression but not without a price. Good luck, each person's needs and wonts are individual and there is no one here who know you better than yourself. Do monitor you reaction to quiting. Will you become more hostile, less patient and easier to anger. If these things happen please rethink the benefits of quiting. I know that when I can't express myself this way for a period of time i get togh to live with. My fuse gets short and i stay mad longer due to the undelying frustration about not being able to dress. That is just my experiences. But I do wish you luck, Sara.