Amanda22,
Without knowing your history, this sounds like you are either 24/7 or there is a serious transition up ahead. doesn't that make CDing something different for you? OR maybe it is not CDing at all (but just more appropriate dress). Perhaps TS is more appropriate to describe your feelings? The range of CDing here is rainbow-like but "if your life depends upon it" that would take it out of the realm of JUST CDing!