Suzanne,

I guess for me, since i had no idea what transgender was growing up....i spent my life hiding my softer side and need to dress....i knew i wanted to be around the girls all the time, but i thought it was for the sex. yet i was not, what you would call a player, as i could never be with a woman for just sex :brolleyes:....there had to be a connection... i was always going steady for long periods of time with the women i felt attracted to. After my diagnosis, i realized why i was comfortable with the girls, and i allowed my thoughts to migrate to girl things of interest as you have. I still , however, find myself having to pump up when the guys are around a bit...[fear of being found out] just my normal reflex action i guess

i'll get it right sonner or later

hugs....great to see you back girl

msniki48