Although I enjoy a lot of "guy" things, like golf and football, I am still very drawn to the softer, more aesthetic things in life. And as a man, I miss out on some things that women do, things I can't readily be a part of. For instance, my wife just went to brunch with her girlfriends. And while the guys do get to gether for beers and stuff, we don't do brunch. Add to that the fact that I really enjoy many, if not most, of the things that make up the feminine experience I get when I crossdress: the long hair, the pretty jewelry, the dresses, high heels, hosiery, lacy slips, the fingernails and makeup....It makes me wish I'd have been born female. Granted, being a woman isn't all lacy underwear and dresses, but at least it's an option for them, should they choose to indulge in it. And I'd like to experience sex as a woman, which doesn't mean having a man take me while I'm crossdressed. It means as a woman, vaginally. Women get to experience life as women, and we as men miss out on the whole thing. So taking each as it is, would I give up one for the other? If given the choice, I'd have opted for the female existence over the male one. I got the male one. So sometimes I really wish I'd have gotten the other one.
