Reine,
I agree with you that it does interfere in some peoples lives ( CDING ) I am one of those whos life is affected by it..I do not wish to be female ,I am not Gay so BY CHOICE I stay in the closet . By staying in the closet ,I have no social life other than work ,again my choice ..Because since my divorce I have allowed Cding to consume me...I dressevery chance I get for a sexual relief in part but I also have a over whelming desire ..
I hate the fact that I do this , ashamed and embarrased if ever out.. I wasn't like this 3 years ago as my dressing desires where only once in awhile maybe 3-4 times a year..I never shaved I had a gote and I got out more often playing in pool leagues or going to a bar with friends ..Not sitting in my room trying to see how pretty I ccan look.. I have a problem and I would like to stop or slow it down anyways either would help..
I joined this forum thinking it was support for people like me NOT support for acceptance, not that there is anything wrong with that.. I have listen to many on how my negetive attitude toward my " curse with in " was the wrong way of looking at it and soaked in advice on how to live with and none of which helped me to do in why I joined here.. I see this place different than most and rarley reply to many post here because I am different than most ..I'm an outcast!! But after a few years I have settled down and with help here and support from people such as you Reine I have gotten a better understanding..
