good luck, man... and to the MTF who stated something about me hating women... errr, back up a bit. i'm a straight male but i dun have misogynistic views. i dun like what i was born with but it's not a hatred for women at all, it actually has little to do with the parts i have and more my mental state, ya? anyway, good luck with it all, adrian, i know i battle with feelings about this at times too, even though i have always been and still feel straight.