To get all dolled-up, to become as desirable a woman as possible is in itself quite a sensual thing, which is true for gg as well. The very act of dressing and glamorizing used to turn me on, back when I was much younger and never could apply my lipstick without a shaking hand, so excited to delve into a world so forbidden. The very act drove me nuts. Though even then, the excitement always came as my heart ran wild into dreams of being an actual woman and, well…, yes, being with a man. These days I dress solely to become the woman I wish I had been born, to feel complete, and from that transformed perspective, I will not deny… the fantasies can occasionally run wild, but not because "I'm sliding my hands over my sheer nylon covered legs," etc. Good lord! It comes from feeling myself a woman and allowing the possibilities run their course. This seems to be the junction between being a crossdresser and being transgendered. I know this is a touchy subject for many, the distinction between the two and where lines might be drawn, but it always seemed to me that crossdressers get a thrill by the very act of becoming feminine (not that there's anything wrong with that!) and those of us who consider themselves transgendered and dress to match body with soul. And if within that soul erotic thoughts emerge, all the more feminine I feel. So shoot me.
