I have had this overwhelming feeling to dress and I am feeling so guilty over it. My wife has once again become very disapproving of me wearing any type of feminine clothing. I was hoping to get all dressed up and sexy for Halloween but that was a no go. She has me thinking that I am wrong or there is something wrong with me for these desires. I use to try to wear at least panties on a daily basis but now I feel guilt for even wanting to wear them. I managed to get into some a few weeks ago but it pretty much has been months without wearing any stitch of feminine clothing. I am so afraid of her disapproval if she catches me.
I'll be honest, I have been considering divorce over this and other issues. She is not open to counseling as she feels I am the problem since my desires are "not normal". I have a young child and that is what keeps me hanging on. I am the product of a broken home and I don't want my kid to be in the same situation. I am not really posting this for advice, although I know many of you may comment. I just needed an outlet as I have no one to talk to regarding this. The one "friend" I had who knew I dressed had a falling out with my wife and I haven't talked to her in over a year. Thanks for the outlet.
Julie