So who said I love it? I started when I was 7.... Before I knew what sex was. I kind of blame my mother for letting me know I was supposed to have been a girl! But its something that just never goes away. It screws up relationships. Its expensive as hell.... I'd be more than happy if it went away. Being caught between two genders sucks. I'd settle to be in one or the other. Either one! I'm not choosy! Lol. But the reality is I know it never goes away so I embraced it and moved on...