With a bit of trust and some silicone I think a woman would do a better job at that than any man, but then again I feel like I can't trust men so maybe that has something to do with it.
My gay fantasizes started as dreams and have remained there, oddly enough I never fantasize about women but they're the only thing I'm attracted to when awake.
The only thing I can figure is the bending and distortion of my true feelings to fit a black and white society.
CD Is seperate for me, I did when I was little but then I had the whole "are you gay?" talk (when I was 8?!) only to have it phase in and out for a few years.
Nothing's really changed, I know I have a feminine side but due to circumstances I haven't seen her yet but I can't imagine fully dressing changing anything.