I know my writing sucks but I have no other people to talk to about this and getting all this out calms me down. I draw way better then I type or write. Thank you everyone for trying to help me write better. I have all this stuff in my head and sometimes I have a hard time getting it to make some sorta sence when I type it. that took me like over 2 hours to make it not be 1 big hot mess it was 2am I was tired and figured good enough. I couldnt sleep still and still feel like crap.
A lot of you keep sayin see someone. I cant handle that again. So please stop saying it ok.I can handle bein here.
And gawd NO she is NOT creepy!! why would you say that?? She took the time to go online to look up this stuff she was nice enough to talk to me alone so I wasnt embaressed in front of stacy you know I left out the part where I was crying for like a hour and she said its ok and sometimes theres boys that are girls inside and her n stacy are ok if I want to be a girl I told her idk what iam . we talked about stacy raggin me about dooing more n how Im scared of shed think of me n thats why she did that. OK!! so dont call her creepy cause she gives more of shit about me then my mom does right now.
Im sorry if I tryed to keep what little self respect for me I have right now n left parts out n made sound diff then what happen
