Easy - chickensh!t. I have no good reason, yet I haven't even told my wife. It's a Pandora's box that I'm terrified to open. I wish I had the courage of all the wonderful people here that have come out. It makes me feel like a bad person that I've kept this from the people closest to me, but I have a wonderful like and I'm loathe to take a step that might screw it up for everyone.