Fear is certainly a part of it, but another part is I'm just not ready to contemplate what coming out to the world for a variety of reasons. You've all seen me say this before, but it's a battle I don't need to fight right now. I'm still coming to terms with who I am and lack of "CD maturity" plus no real incentive for me to come out are probably bigger than the fear. 24/7 dressing is something I just don't see myself doing as I still enjoy the guy side a lot as well. So, if I am only going to dress occasionally and I get enough satisfaction on my own (or sharing with those among us whom I know appreciate or accept it), why come out to the rest of the world? That's the best I can come up with.
