For me it has been the experience of being rejected by the human tribe and than studying them to see how I could earn my way back in but the more I learned about this tribe the less I wanted to become a part of it again.
The rejection was incredibly painful leaving me feeling utterly worthless and terrifying because of always feeling like an outsider so I was always alone even when I was with people who professed to love me, love was impossible because people were like aliens to me and I was not related to them nor could I understand them.
I did not choose to be different, the choice was forced on me but having survived it I now feel blessed
because I have an understanding that would not have been possible otherwise and this awareness allows me to live beyond the limits imposed on those who are not TG.
Being TG is like walking through fire and coming out the otherside reborn but it is easy to be consumed by this fire and it is only dumb luck that I have made it this far and I do not only feel like I have walked through fire I also feel like I have been put through a meat grinder so it has been a curse that has born fruit but it is still the most difficult thing I have ever had to contend with.
