When she said leave my thoughts were not of dispair but how Lynda would now have her chance to be that woman I am inside, now on the outside also
so in actual fact, you're really not that bothered! because you werent upset about the fact that you had upset her an your relationship may be over, rather you were in fact a little happy that now you could dress whenever you liked - hmmm, doesnt sound like you are very committed to this lady anyway