I'm overwhelmed by the response! See, where I'm not sure whether I should post is when I discuss sexual stuff. What it boils down to is I have some intense sexual feelings both homo and hetero; I have had intense emotional feelings for both male and female (mostly female though). And I've had odd experiences, none illegal or toooo bizarre, but they have caused me sexual/gender questions. Not to mention it helps to share some of the more embarrassing things with others, even if they might think me a "freak". I have a close gg friend I've shared much with, and she actually has been great, but I can't share everything with her at this point. Maybe someday.
And it's more boring than what it may sound like here, lol. I've already heard some helpful insight. I find it helps more to share one thing at a time than to try and lay out the whole story at once. Thanks again everyone!