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[Nikki50/50]

Ah...the old "sexual orientation" dichotomy of gay/straight. It is all BS. A way to segregate. I will address your conondrum, AllisonTheGoddess, but not directly. I am going to share a vastly different perspective with you, and you can draw from it what you will.

There are ONLY TWO Sexual "Orientations": Sexual, and NOT Sexual (a.k.a. 'Celibate', if you're Catholic).
ALL other labels "Gay", "Straight", "Bi" (really dislike that one), or "Bi-Curious" (dislike that one even more)...are nothing more than COMFORT ZONES within a larger body of varied tastes in pleasure.
It's like any other comfort zone. You know what you like, and you indulge in it from time to time. You see similar parallels all over: Omnivores VS The Vegans is an example. Guess what: They make pizza pies for both sides of that fence.
I've eaten both kinds and both are awesome.
Sexuality is no different. I've had both. Both are awesome. My comfort zone is huge, and thusly; there is more fun in it to be had.
Never once in my enire life have I ever heard a man or woman say: "I'm bi-celibate" I guess it would mean NO sex, but masturbation is OK...?
If you want the scoop on the Celibate Orientation, I'd say go ask a Priest. They seem to have all of those loopholes figured out.
Me? My sexual orientation is SEXUAL. And that's it, and everything that goes with it. Life is awesome, so be awesome in life. Never limit yourself to the expectations of another or group of others, if you can surpass those expectations of yourself. The choice is yours, and always has been. You can stay in your comfort zone, or venture out and establish new borders. You crossdress, so you know already of that.
My advice, for it may or may not be worth: Go with what you like, and leave others to theirs. What do YOU want to remember tomorrow?
;D
Much love, respect, and admiration to you as a WHOLE being.
---Nikki50/50
P.S.> I've nothing against Catholics. Or Pizza.